Sunday, April 19, 2009
I forced myself to get up and get moving this afternoon. Got a shower, got dressed and had light lunch before heading off to work. I was fine the whole time when I flipped out my wallet to pay for the cup of coffee at the canteen.
Sigh~ When will they take action bout the salary? I'm so tired of this already. Enough is enough already. I feel the numbness inside me as days passes. I just feel like to throw in the white towel and just spend my time at home.
I know, I know, I know.... I've said that before yet I made it through. But man it's so frigging hard. It's just like one of the cold world's cruel joke that never meet the punchline. Why must I keep fighting when I don't want to?
If only there's a punch bag right now, I'll sink my fists into it. I haven't exactly been stable lately and if feels good to be mostly neutral. *Darn my coffee finished* I'll need some caffeine to help me through the long journey drive later. I'll just stop by the midnight shop at Kiulap to grab a can of Nescafe.
Sorry for the rants, can't help it.
