Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I think she'll never understands the sacrifice I made nor I want her to know about it too. Curse me and blamed me if you wanted to. Will no longer cried for you cause the tears inside me had dried up. Totally devoted to you while I've stayed and this is how I get repaid.
I bend over backward for you and that ain't good enough for you. You expect me to fold myself into half or maybe till I snap. Now I really snapped into two, funny right? All I ever felt was this - Helplessness! My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away? I can't cause I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama. So I guess I'm a mess, cursed and blessed.
Like a staircase, it's time for me to take a step. You know what you've done, no need to go in depth. Although you've set my spirit free but I'll always kept you in a special place in my heart. My life sentence is served and I'm leaving. Please forgive me for being impulsive, I'll be fine. Happiness no longer exist in what I used to call home.
